I am an awful person.

Its been a while since I have posted anything. I hate myself for it! Lately though, and this is exciting people, I HAVE HAD A LIFE!! Maybe 3 posts back, I posted about forcing myself to be more open with people, and just being nice and forming bonds, and I have a life now! I have 3 parties this month, go out with at least 3 different people a week (not all night-time, I am a mother people) and people invite ME to go places! I feel so much happier, im quite a bit more active, and since there are people now that will drop in for no reason I now have made keeping my house constantly clean a priority, which means im on my feet a lot more! Down side to having a life? No time for the gym! I have found that I dont adjust easily, so when a bigger change occurs in my life, ill go through a vegging phase after the initial shock is dealt with, and I dont know why i'm that way! Its not very convenient though:( Has anyone else noticed those types of patterns in themselves?

    Well i've decided something that DOES have to do with fitness and diet, Im going to be a vegan! For 6 out of seven days a week. Now I know some people are going to be offended by me only being a vegan for dietary reasons "Vegan is a lifestyle for people against the murder of animals and boycotting animal by-products" let me say this to you, as long as there is one more family that is drinking only soymilk, what does it matter why? Thats exactly the presumptuous way of thinking that stops other people from wanting to try to be vegan. I have already heard from 4 people "Yewww why would you want to be vegan those people are so stuck up!" Your making these stereotypes vegans, not me.

    Any-whoo, I have decided to be vegan. I went a whole week, and I have already discovered that I cannot stand tempeh or soy. This is gonna be a rough road. I have only tried silken soy, and I only used it as scrambled eggs and maybe thats why I hated it, so im going to try a few more things, because obvious I need some kind of protein in my diet. I havent yet been creative as I have hoped with vegan meals, like I said I am slow to adjust, and all the cooking, or even just throwing foods together to make something delicious, is lost to me for some reason, but I will learn. I am determined to get this right!

     This is all i've got for you yet, but please let me know if there is anything you want me to spend days researching to write about, or any help at all!